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9/22/2005 - What A day

Sitting infront of the computer, I write this entry with a feeling of happiness. I just came from the snack house talking about the experiences including the current ones. I come with a friend who's been with me for the passed four years; from the year I started my first year in high school. I didn't think that a guy like him, would feel something for a girl who's so warm hearted, caring, comfortable to be with, and really down to earth. The fact of having a friendship so intact hadn't made think of such possibilities.

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I start my day with a big yawn and a curling in my warm and cozy bed; not thinking that I would absorb such informations from a friend so dear. I took my shower and my breakfast without a hurry to go to school. Knowing that is was hopeless to go to school without making a tardiness note from the discipline officer, I lest home with such an ease. I passes by the bank to get my daily allowance, and to know that it was only 500 cash. After putting the greens in my wallet, I swiftly rode a jeepney to the school avenue which I got a computer and opened my accounts: email, friendster, and blog, waiting for my time to run out for me to get in my class in the afternoon. It was 8 o'clock in the morning when I realized that I have work to search in the internet. A speech. A speech needed for the following week and also costumes for the upcoming play.

It's 11:45 in the morning when I arrive in the school's front where the eateries are situated. There, I waited for my friends to get from their classrooms and join me in the eating. Anxious to get up to the rooms and see someone, I quickly finished my food and waited for my companions, then rushed up the corridor to meet her. But unfortunately, she wasn't there, but rather with her friends. So I decided to play cards, and for a couple of games, I won them. Then seeing her walk inside our classroom, I instantly left the play area after the game, placed my bag on my desk, and went to my locker to get my things. Reaching the room, there I saw her. She hugged me and I too. I hugged her tight as if I haven't seen year her for years. Then, I bent my head down close to her ear and asked, "Are you mad at me?". And she answered, "No! Not you." But I asked again to make sure, and I still received the same answer. My heart seemed to stop beating. But then I realized, I'm safe. And my assumptions had been erased. I hugged her still.

Classes were finished. It's time for me to attend my appointments. Meetings which were for the organizations. Then I got back to our classroom where the casts of the play in which I am part of were to have a meeting. We had our acting exercises for the play. We practiced some moods in which needed for the play.

After that meeting, I decided to leave the campus and head for the street to lead her to her ride. Together with my friend, we walked with her and we reached the place where her ride was. Then, after she stepped on it, my friend and I left for a snack bar where I finally got to talk to him about things again: about life, love, and experiences. There I shared my experiences, my thoughts and learnings. He asked me about love and about the person he is in to. I explained things related to situations we had and lived through. Things I learned form experiences and problems he and I encountered. There I showed him my friendship and love as a friend.

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Realizing everything that happened, I pondered and stopped for a second to think of what will happen after. I did not think of it. I wasn't prepared for it to happen. But one thing is still haunting me. I am afraid of it. I do not think I am ready to face it. Love. That's what it is. But i cannot release myself from it. I am afraid of it... but I need it.
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