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12/12/2007
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Please Rescue Me ?
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Rescue me from the pain, sorrow, from the depths of my soul that always try to get me to self destruct, Rescue me from the Drugs, the self hatred, the doubts about who I am or will Become. Don"t let me fail, don"t let those who pursue me gain access to my most vulnerble places, as my enemies claw to get inside, banging at the door, I hide, not knowing what to do or where to run... helpless, hopeless, scared, and without an escape that will not cause more pain and damage. Rescue me I ask, take me anywhere but here inside the hell of my mind, body, and soul, Take me away from this hell that I live in, this uncertainty, this darkness that never seems to see the light.. At times the light is turned on briefly before it is cruely shut off and again I am left in this dark and empty place. Nowhere to turn, nothing to do except to seek an escape for the imense destruction that awaits me. So much potential, so much love, and kindness lies within me but what am I to do with it, where to I use all of this that I have when I constantly feel like I am nothing, can do nothing right nor can find a positive escape for the reality of my personal Struggles. Who am I, where am I and most importantly, where am I going ? Up or down, this answer always evades me leaving me helpless to climb out of this hole that I keep digging deeper and deeper. Where are they when I scream, where is the relief, the saver of my soul... Is there anyone that can rescue me from what is Now A dark and Lonely Place.... |
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