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1/10/2008
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Drowning Poem (just off top off my head )
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I wade out into the ocean knowing that I cannot swim I wonder if i can survive this whim, I feel the water getting higher and higher as I am filled with a feeling this situation is Dire. I panic and shake as the waves flow above my waist. I am starting to feel alone, trapped, and with no chance at all then I begin to fal.. To the ocean floor I go, struggling to breath and save my Life Man, this will be one hell of a fight.. Water and emotions go hand and hand for me at this Time as I know that I cannot swim in water nor in my Mind. I am drowing with nobody to rescue me and all I want is to be free.. Of the pain and suffereing that fills me daily.. I would if I will ever Find who I am or will I continue to feel this way daily. Someone throw me a life vest or at least Let me die so I can finally be at rest. I do not know what to do or say as the waves consume me and I cannot even see. I know that the tide will lessen and I will be able to find my way to shore once again but will I ever know what it is like to swim and be able to stay above water, will I ever find a way to stop this self destruction and damage that I cause my soul and will I ever see myself as whole ? |
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