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1/11/2008
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Unstable (Poem)
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Everything about me is a mess and I do not even know if I ever was at my best the pain and sorrow that lives inside of me is something that I always try to flee but when I try I just fall down and everyone laughs at me like a clown I have an arrangment of emotions that follow me wherever I go and How to manage this I never know. I lose sight of who I really am and I often feel that I never will be alive again, as I feel dead inside with No hope in sight but It is me that feels so unstable in this Fight. I cry out , someone please take the pain away yet I will find that it lives in me yet another day I ask, Why me, why must I feel this way and have such a life but The answers are never there to grasp So, I lay there feeling lost and wounded and have to put on yet another mask.. a disguise to hide who I am or what I feel as nobody in this world understands how this is so real.. They say.. It will get better, just smile.. What they do not know is it is not my fault and just a symptom of the madness and chaos that fills me .. Will I ever be stable and Free ?? |
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