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1/20/2008
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Championship Sunday Rant
I got through last night without any blow ups or tirades but today feel very anxious and sort of out of reality.. Maybe it could be that I am about the watch a very important Pats game.. AFC Championship Game and that usually makes me nervous and edgy since I am a huge fan and it is so important to me. Just over four weeks before I go to the states and finally get to see some loved ones that I have missed and of course get treatment for my many Physical and Mental issues.. I so need to do that. Like I said before many times, treatment is a must for any sort of recovery to occur.. I am usually just hanging on by a thread and have these little blow ups all the time... They are like small earthquakes but you know that the Big one is going at some point and if you are not prepared then it can be devastaing. I have lots of goals and feel that I can be an accomplished writer and Photographer and maybe even get myself well enough to go back to school to study Pyschology but inorder to do anything at all , I must first deal with my Borderline, bipolar, and addictions as if I let those get out of hand then I am doomed for sure. GO PATS !!! GO BRADY !!! R.C. |
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