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1/23/2008
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Little glimmers of Hope...
 Hope is like a Plant .. the more you feed the plant then the more it will grow but if you let it just sit there and give it no light or water then it will Die.. The more Hope you have the stronger you will become and be able to move foward. People who sit still go nowhere and in fact often retreat backwards.. But if you move, just a little bit even then you are making progress... Of course Positive writing athinking is helpful and part of the whole hope process .. For me this is not an easy task as I live in a shell of negativity and hopelessness... I do not believe that any of us are totally hopeless... If we were than we would cease to exist.. If we got no sun or food then we would die... I live in an unsure world with this unsure soul.. never knowing if I want to go right or left, up or down.. Complete Loss of who I am or where I am headed but I know that as long as I am alive and breathing then I have a chance.. I have an opportunity to fight the emotional terror that rages within me and overcome my adversities to do great things... I have so much talent and I can do so much good in the world... The hardest part however is Loving myself and believing that I am worth it.. worth the Fight. The anxiety and emptiness consumes me, takes out the wind in my saild and flattens my Hope and motivation like aspike does a Tire... Still I move on and try.. I try so hard to make it.. do something different.. Not abuse my body, soul, or mind and Give it all that I got... I have a glimmer of Hope...just a grain of it.. But that is better than none at all !R.C. |
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