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1/24/2008
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Complaints and Consequences
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The water is too cold the kitchen too hot your love too intense The world"s words too painful the wants and desires are unrealistic As are the dreams very pipish The fear of everything is too much to bear.. These are my complaints as I fear to take those actions that could bring joy or pain.. However I do take the risk.. so should I accept the consequence .... when I freeze in the ocean sweat in the kitchen cannot handle the love that I sought out or dared to dream of a better Life.. I ask, complain that I do not have that which I pleaded for but then cannot handle that which I am given...Disconnected I am from the world around me, overwhelmed by all that I do have done to me and feel... Nowhere to turn, nobody to say "it is OK" or no miracle cure... All I have are my choices, good or bad.. Right or wrong.. All I have is me...Now what do I do with it... How do I reconnect to the people, events, and energies in my Life..Or do I even want to ?? Am I up to the challenge this time or is it all Still too much to bare ? |
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