The white specs I see on the floor

the demon waiting at my door

the porn and sex that travels through my brain

I am trying to resist but can"t stand this pain

Addiction has returned although it never really left

I am struggling not to let it practice it"s theft

This theft I mention is when it steals my soul

and everything that I seek to make me whole

I feel that this demon has got me again

and The slip is just a matter of when

I feel locked back into the vicious cycle

I will continue to fight though..

I know that if I use I will fall back to the bottom of the Hole

But this evil demon crawling at me just will not Go.