Here I am so sad for my own pain and struggles and my son who died today at only 9 days old.. fought so hard to live and be a part of this world but did not make it.. He was stronger at just over a week old than I will ever be, so brave and couragous and I never got to meet him as I am in states getting help for my whining self and problems.. I do not understand how this could happen ..I miss him so much.. I love my Boy and yet I will never see him. Life is so unfair, It really is.. I love you Brady.. You will always be part of me.. I hope you are Happy and at peace..