No reason to live

No purpose I have

I feel so much pain

I feel so much sorrow

Nobody can see what I feel, what I want

Nobody knows the hell that I live through

I am in agony, I want it to end..

The only escape I see is death

The only way out is through the dark hole..

No reason for none of it.. My purpose has passed on

I will soon join him.. I lose everything

I cannot have the things I desire.. the computer, the Ipod..

or anything at all.. I know it seems so uninportant...but It is what I desire..

The more important things are gone as well.. My boy has passed on ...

there is no reason to go on and no way I can either..

Nobody to rescue me or provide relief.. I shall just waste away ..

This is the only way..

R.C.

I lost my reason.. so in time I shall waste away..