Pain and lonliness fill my soul

Nothing good can fill this dark hole

I want so much good to come of my life

But nothing ever feels right

I want to be loved and have joy in my days

Why must I always be this way

Addicted, Sad, and lost all the time

I am just wanting something to call mine

I see glimpses of happiness at times

But then I see the reality of this lie

This life that has no purpose or meaning

Sometimes I wish that I was only dreaming

With all the sadness and sorrow that I have come to know

I still hold out that deep down there is at least some hope.