Why do you cause me such pain?

Why have you taken my pride and joy from me?

Why do you let the evil and destructive forces get to me and bring me down?

When will you stop causing my soul to break, when Will things get better ?

Oh, World.. why does this life have to be so Hard and painful ??

I am a good guy.. I have a good heart.. why must I suffer so..?

I wonder if I will ever get this life right, If I will ever take control of my emotional war that rages inside this troubled soul..

I wonder if the pain will cease one day and I will be the man I was born to be..

If I will stop with the drugs, the Impulsivness , and just step up and live the life that so many want me to..

Why, Why world must this life be a task instead of a wonderfully amazing journey ??

I ask you one more time Mother earth.. let my life be a bit easier.. Let the pain be less, and the road a little less bumpy..