Disapointed and broken

lost and hoping

Despair fills my heart

I feel like I am being torn apart

No light seems to lurk in the distance

This feeling of discontentment is a nuisence

What shall I do now

Where shall I go ?

The pain fills me like a disease looking for a host..

I cannot explain what I want most..

Please understand that I am no bad

I just try to do anything that will stop me from being sad

What is in my future, what shall happen to my life ?

Nothing seems to help, not a Drug, hand, or a knife..

R.C.