Saw the doctor again briefly today as there was a mix up with my meds and he turns to me as he was writing the scripts and in his broken English with Korean accent says " You are very, very complicated " , My response was only to break out in a laugh.. as hard and painful as things are right now I could not help but to bust out laughing  and respond with a simple nod..Gee, ya think doc I was thinking.. So he gave me the meds and I was on my merry way...That was the most proufoun thing a Psych doctor has ever said to me.. he was honest and the look on his face was one of exaustion.. Gee, I guess I do have that effect on people..

R.C.