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2/29/2008
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Been awhile since I last Cut..
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Have not cut in awhile but the thought of doing so is always flowing through my mind.. whenever I am talked at or yelled at or told I did something wrong I want to cut, at times when things do not turn out my way then I want to slice up my arms or whatever.. It is a way of escape, letting out the anger , and so forth.. an escape.. although drugs is usually my escape it seems that cutting gives me the same relief from the emotional pain but The fallout is not as bad. Having BPD makes every aspect of my life unmanageable and hard to deal with which makes me want to act out in such ways.. But I know that it does not make things better.. although at the time I just want to make the pain go away. |
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