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3/1/2008
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Thoughts on Recovery
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The road to recovery will not be an easy one but I know that in order to try and live my life out to the best of my ability I have to try and make things happen. I have to put my recovery first and deal with my BPD and other mental health issues at the same time I deal with my many addictions.. Of course it will not be easy as I am often sad and angry about so much but I have to get up every day and pray for direction, Do 12 step work online once I set up a computer at home, and do the work on myself that is so scary to do.. I want recovery, I know how glamorous the drug life seems at times but that will get me nowhere but dead and I deserve more..The people that love me deserve more.. One day at a time as much as I sometimes hate myself I have to work on my issues, stay sober, and see what happens so maybe I can recover and be an inspiration to others in need. Wow, one minute I am suicidally desperate and the next I am thinking about recovery and helping myself and others..I am nuts ! |
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