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3/3/2008
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Alone again..
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It amazes me how the feelings of emptiness and feeling alone fill me as soon as everybody leaves the room and I am by myself. I go from a feeling of belonging to feelings of being afraid and lost, Like a child in the wilderness. I had a good day today, a great one in fact and a nice evening but now I feel so alone. When someone leaves me alone It feels as though they are gone forever. I do not know what to do when I am alone by myself..I feel so desperate for human interaction but then do not know how to communicate with people when they are around. I love my friend here so very much and will miss him dearly when I leave but also miss my girl back home..Why can"t all the important people in my life be all there in the same place?? I am so grateful that there are people that love me, I have no idea what I ever could have done to deserve such love in my life..I guess I must have done something right. Off to sleep now and quiet my head..I just want to play on this awesome laptop though..but do need my rest. |
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