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3/5/2008
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Not as I seem
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It comes and goes these conflicted emotions that I feel, It never seems to be real. I wonder why I play this game they call life and why I can never be right. I wish the pain would leave me and go away as I just want things to be different today. I do not want to cause people such despair but All I know is to go through this is what I have here. My future appears dim and bleak but it is this future that is up to me. One moment I am sad and lost and another am Happy and suddenly have a worthwhile cause. I wish they could see what it is like to be me and then maybe they would understand that I do not choose to be this way and how very hard things are..I will continue to try and explain and hope they will accept me for who I am or else I guess I should not give a dam. |
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