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3/5/2008
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What is Borderline..
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Borderline is boredom, Borderline is pain. Borderline is destruction, borderline is rain. I cry when things are good, I cry when they are bad. I cry when everything goes to hell or when I feel that I am glad.
BPD is confusing, BPD is abstract. It consumes me and causes it"s chaos without even offering a fact.
I fear the worst is yet to come, However I hope for the best.. I throw caution to the wind and dismiss the rest. Having this disorder turns it all upside down and makes me fearful of what is to come, I wonder however when I will stop and think about how I run. So, I ask of myself how I escape such despair and be OK , How I get over the pain and welcome change..Maybe one day I will find the strength to look deep inside and accept who I am or maybe I will just stay here on the border..
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