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3/11/2008
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I seem to get backed up on my blogging due to the fact that I do not yet have Internet access at home as I stated in “note to my readers” but as for today it went OK I guess although I did feel some uncomfortable symptoms as I am now laying here in bed. I feel sort of out of touch with myself and my feelings, wanting to escape the negative emotions that I am feeling right now but not being able to. I actually want to scream or do something to let out the pain and frustration. So, here I am stuck with me as I always am and not really knowing what is next. Nobody to challenge me but I do have someone laying next to me right now that loves me very much and that should count for something. I hope we can move into our new place soon so I can get Internet service at home so I can just relax and set up some kind of Home office. We did see a place today that I like and it is cheaper as well. I think we will know more about that over the next couple of days. In the meantime I will continue to settle in and adjust to life here once again. On top of that I will also do my very best to deal with whatever feelings that I am going through as uncomfortable as that may be for me. I really do get a lot out of blogging here and although I write as a tool to deal with my BPD and life in general I do like that others read what I have to say and hope that it helps in some way. |
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