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3/14/2008
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More about the on goings in my life.
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Yesterday I went and paid the first month“s rent for the new house and went there with Leo and cleaned up some. We then went down to the cable office and found out that there is no Internet service where we will be living which as you can Imagine did not make me too happy. I am not buying those beans just yet, It is only two short blocks away from where there are Internet cafes on a main street so there has to be service. Hopefully over the next few days I will find out more about that, because I need online access at home. Otherwise it was a pretty easy going day for me but at night I felt kind of down and gloomy (my new favourite word ) but got through the night. I hate when I crash so to speak like that and feel down like that, seems to come out of nowhere and hit me and you would think I am used to it by now but I do not think one can ever become used to such dark depression. The looks and attention that I get from everyone here does feed my ego and I like it when the girls smile at me especially but it does go to my head sometimes and can be a dangerous place for me to be as I am in a relationship and I want to be faithful, but the part of me that still wants to be a kid entertains those encounters. Today I just woke up and hope to get online more today than I did yesterday but refuse to do so on a PC , I love my Mac and will only use that from now on. Maybe clean the new place a bit today and prepare to move on Sunday.
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