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3/17/2008
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DPD, BPD, or A buffet of disorders ?
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Another thing that I have noticed of late is that I may have Dependent personality disorder traits as well as the obvious BPD. I seem to never be able to do anything for myself and when I do then I feel so much pressure and fear. I seem to seek out relationships where the person can and will take care of me. I want to lay in bed and have people bring me food, the remote, and so much more. I want people to do things for me from asking questions to people I am afraid to interact with to caring for my basic needs. If I have to depend on myself then I often do not and often suffer the consequences. I never seem to be able to function on my own and I seek others out to basically live my life for me. I am dependent emotionally, mentally, financially, and physically. I think it crosses over into Borderline behaviors on many levels but I guess I border many disorders, that is after all the nature of BPD, It is not this or that but pieces of many disorders with some of it“s own disabling traits as well that define it as what it is. I often say that I am a walking DSM and that appears to be more true the more I think about it, I am a little bit of everything, I guess I just have great insight at times into my ways, not that it changes anything.
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