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3/18/2008
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What I feel, Well ? What is it ?
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How does one describe to another how they feel when they themselves do not even know? I struggle to put words on the feelings that go through me all the time but rarely do I come up with an accurate description. I instead confuse myself even more, and the other party is still left to wonder what is going on with this guy. Feeling something that has no label, no real title, or explanation is something that is a task of epic proportions and one that requires great patience and self assurance, two qualities that the vast majority of Borderlines have at their disposal. So, you ask what do I feel ? I could not really tell you in so simple terms but I know that whatever it is, I feel it and it ain“t pretty. Instead of this great need to explain what I feel to others I need to understand what goes on within me myself, To make sense of something one has to understand that in which to are trying to comprehend. I know that I have sadness, emptiness, loneliness, and so much more. What I do not know is Who I am and what is happening in me. Sure there is the sad, lonely, empty me but those are just symptoms of a far greater problem.. The feelings that have no words still remain and so I am left trying to dissect them all. This is what I feel, whatever that may be.
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