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3/21/2008
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My mental Prison
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Life awaits but I remain stuck in my mental prison. I am eager to find out what is on the other side of these steel bars that contain me. I wonder what shall greet me shall I ever become free. I have a glimmer of hope that lives in this war zone of a soul, The bullet holes and mines show evidence of a battle fought and of the damage done. I live in fear of yet more destruction to come but I do continue to fight this war that has cost me so much. I feel the agony of defeat and the promise of victory but it is in this prison that I feel so trapped, so alone, and yet many do not see. They do not see my hopelessness and my emptiness , they see someone who appears OK, who seems strong and stands tall. I hide it well, I remain on the front lines although inside I lay broken, wounded, and barely hang on. I am a soldier of an emotional war that never seems to let up, I am here to the end. |
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