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3/24/2008
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Another nameless poem
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When all is hopeless I drink
When things fall apart I toke
When I feel empty I cut
I need an escape, anything at all.
I want people to see how real this feels.
Please understand this is not for attention
I want you to see that this is my reality.
When darkness falls I sleep
When the sun rises I hide under the covers.
Do not want to face the day, things rarely turn out my way.
I need something to ease the pain
I need something to stop the rain
Obsession, fear, and Depression rule the day
I seek a feeling , I seek a new self
I feel uncomfortable as me
I just seek to be happy and free
The bottle, pipe, or razor are what gives me release
I feel that my ways of coping have gone away
I feel that I am left to be with just me and my thoughts
When all is lost I am left wondering how much longer will This last.
I am left to ask the question , when will I feel OK.
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