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3/24/2008
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I just added a few new entries that I wrote over the past few days, days in which I felt anxious, obsessive, and lost but somehow I made it through. I cut a little bit and acted out but I am still clean and sober and alive so that has to count for something. Sadness fills me and I feel angry but not sure why. The bug problem still exist with my laptop but seems better. I wonder if it is really a problem or is it my OCD. I mean I see the bugs but when I worry about something it consumes me and my whole life, totally horrible. I hope I can get Internet access at home today, I hope the chronic sadness and boredom can pass and I hope I feel better and can finally get a hold of my internal madness and move forward. |
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