Feel like a boy ,
people tell me no, wait, or you can go now.
Feel like a child,
they say I am inpatient, spoiled, or bad.
Feel so inferior ,
I am yelled at, don't do this, wait here, not now they say.
Rejection after rejection ,
No after No,
It never stops, of course there are a few who care and do not disappoint..
there are others who get off on letting me down.
but how many have I let down ? Too many to count.
I don't wanna want, ask, or try ever again.
It is doomed to be shot down, I am doomed to fail, it is my fate.
I spill a drink, let the puppy play, or fail to impress and people yell..
that hurts don't you know, I am fragile don't they see.
I told you that I feel like a boy but you say I am a man.
I tell them I am a man in society's view but a boy in mine.
Don't make me grow up, the world is scary, let me hide here.
I wanna be a boy !
I wanna be a child !
I wanna just stay here where it is safe.
Why can't I ? Why do I have to grow up ?
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