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18 becomes 20 I have postponed plenty 25 comes along and passes I never did finish those classes as the third decade comes near I am now starting to see my greatest fear 30 years old and nothing has changed except that I am a bit more deranged 31 brings me nothing 32 is more of the same 33 is now here and I feel so very lame I speak of a life wasted, dreams faded I feel so very jaded The first thirty two plus years have brought me little I did drug after drug, mistake after mistake Are you beginning to see my fate ? 33 shall become 34 then I will have to endure this life some more Nothing to show for the multiple times 365 days pass me by Unless I finally find a way to face the fears, overcome the adversities and tell the world that this time I will not be denied. |
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