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3/30/2008
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becoming..
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18 becomes 20
I have postponed plenty
25 comes along and passes
I never did finish those classes
as the third decade comes near
I am now starting to see my greatest fear
30 years old and nothing has changed
except that I am a bit more deranged
31 brings me nothing
32 is more of the same
33 is now here and I feel so very lame
I speak of a life wasted, dreams faded
I feel so very jaded
The first thirty two plus years have brought me little
I did drug after drug, mistake after mistake
Are you beginning to see my fate ?
33 shall become 34
then I will have to endure this life some more
Nothing to show for the multiple times 365 days pass me by
Unless I finally find a way to face the fears, overcome the adversities and
tell the world that this time I will not be denied.
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