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3/31/2008
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Hmmm
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Still having a rough go of it and not sure where that will lead me, I hope I do not have to drink my worries down the drain nor fly away to someone new. I hope I can stay on the right path and deal with these uncomfortable feelings until I can get help either from doctors or my own inner strength, Do I even have any of that ? Waking up sober is something very new for me and somewhat weird but at least I am not living on the street, trying to score some dope , or any of the other insane things that I do in my active addiction. Yes, I am sad but I still have a chance to do something with my life, it's not over yet.
Just sitting here online, frustrated that I have no internet at home, that nobody here understands my pain nor can help me , and that I am wanting to get loaded but I am breathing and guess that is something to be grateful for.
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