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4/12/2008
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Stop, I am sensitive .
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She ( and others ) make smacking and other irritated noises at me , rolling their eyes , nagging me and criticizing what I do . Does she not know how it makes me feel ? The pain it causes me when she ( and others ) make such gestures.. I am sensitive, I am fragile, so why don't people fucking understand that these words and actions of theirs can destroy me ?? I am better alone I know it, I do not tell myself to pick up my socks off the floor, or to not do this or to do that, or that I am dirty or disorganized.. I am who I fucking am so why do people try to change me ? It makes me so angry, I am going through such pain as it is so why make it worse for me ? It is because she and others do not understand me , they do not seem to get that such ways of talking to me and criticism are counter productive to my recovery and life as a whole. Do I leave or stay ?? I love her and cannot imagine my life without her but are we just making each other miserable ?? I think we are . |
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