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4/14/2008
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Music improves my memory
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I was just sitting and listening to music last night and it dawned upon me that each song represented a certain time in my life, an experience or situation, relationship, city , and so on. Whether it is the Counting Crows that remind me of when I was in my early 20's and first went to California or Eminem and the anger I felt listening to his music driving my car around the florida streets after my ex wife and I had just fought, or Blind melon and Nirvana whose music I related to during my late teens and the darkness I felt or any other group, singer, or song.. I can recall my past through music . I cannot remember much on my own but music helps me to remember , good or bad. Bpd erases my memories, everything exists only in this moment and five minutes ago almost does not exist in my mind so it helps to have a tool so I can go back in the past, either to remember memorable moments or to see where I have been with my pain and how I can use the past to change my future. Just another revelation that came to mind as I tried to quiet my mind before bed and not have more of that emotional diarrhea that is so frequent with me.. I did end up just going to bed and getting through the night ... a rare occurrence . |
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