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4/14/2008
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Today's ongoings .
| Last night Leo ( Gf ) and I attempted to have sex but I could not do it, halfway through I felt something was not right..I used to be into her but now think of her like a sister or something. This caused more problems than we already have and today she was moody , so I went to the beach with just my puppy Toby and had sucha relaxing time, running around and splashing in water, so fun. I got bad news about treatment , Mclean hospital in Boston emailed me back and told me it is $30,000 per month. How can these places get away with charging so much to people who are dying and need help, I mean my disorder holds me down from accomplishing my dreams, destroys my relationships, and tries to kill me and nobody can help me ??? Pure bullshit if you ask me.. So I am here online at the bar, on day 49 of sober time and trying to make it to 50. I feel so disconnected from reality though and so alone and isolated..No net service at home yet and Leo gets mad when I bring it up...Life pisses me off for real. |
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