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4/17/2008
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Just leave me alone..
| I don’t wanna meet people, or socialize or deal with any of it. I just do not understand why people force me to be something that I am not. I just feel so like not dealing with life or the people in it, I feel empty and alone so why can’t I just stay there and be how I am ?? People say ‘Be positive , everything is OK “ , easy for them to say as they do not feel what I feel, they do not feel the sense of being a failure, never doing anything right, the pain and suffering inside or any of it. They have easy lives with none of this roller coaster ride that I constantly live on. I just wish I could give up and not have to deal with any of it, I want people to leave me and let me whither away, why won’t the world let me die ?? Why won’t they let the pain leave me as I cease to exist ?? I just wanna be home alone with Toby ( my puppy ) and not deal with the world , to just be online and in my own little world, is that too much to ask for ??? I would think not, but I have been wrong before. |
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