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4/22/2008
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A rare Bipolar day
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Today is turning into a bipolar day; I for the first time in weeks am having one of those manic high days and Feel off the wall enthusiasm . It is dangerous for me to feel this way as what goes up must come down. I was down this morning but after moving into the new apartment I feel such enthusiasm but Even as I write this I feel the crash coming on; I hope I can minimize the downward spiral; worried about Money but I should have enough to pay all the bills for the next two months and get caught up as well as save some money for myself. So, as with most days the Borderline symptoms are most evident ; today Bipolar is active and although I have felt OK up to now; I truly feel I am crashing and very fast I am doing so. I wish there was a way to have balance and feel right in the middle; instead it is always either very high or very low and it drives me nuts. I truly do feel even in the course of writing this blog entry like I am free falling into the depths of depression; Oh how I need Medicine now to counter these mood swings . |
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