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    5/26/2008 - Update on Life

    Been away again, sorry guys. I am just checking in here. Things have been better, my meds have kicked in but still get depressed and have my episodes of course. I am feeling very ambivalent about my relationship with my finace right now, I have lost interest and feel like I wanna leave, when these feelings happen it is difficult to want to be in the relationship again, I fade out of love and just want my freedom again. The problem with BPD for me ( there are actually many ) is that I get into someone or something and give it my all then after six months or so I want out and I move on, has made life very difficult this.  Also my fiance yells and is angry all of the time and I am not sure I can deal with that.  I am 91 days clean and sober which is great, such an accomplishment but still feel like something is missing, maybe it is, who knows ?

    I will try to write once a week but have been busy with other things, sorry friends.

    Robby

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