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6/30/2008
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Sorry for the absence again, things have been kind of hectic of late although I have made many changes in my life and am commited to making more as I go along. I started a new diet and workout plan and am eating really healthy, no more soda, no more high calorie, high cab foods, I walk everywhere ( 2 + miles per day ) and will join a gym tomorrow - I want to get in great shape and model again sometime next year , I also am 126 days clean and sober and although it has been a struggle I take it one day at a time and work at it the best that the can. As for the relationship ? That is another story, she ( my girl ) expects too much of me and I also realized that I may be more Gay than I thought so I came out to her as Bi and she flipped and it has damaged our relationship for sure . I deeply care for her and love her but not sure that this is what is right for me - so time will tell and I am trying to stick it out but not sure I will in the end. My puppy is better as he was deathly ill before and he follows me everywhere, loves me to death, does not judge me and gives me unconditional love which is just awesome, I love him so much but when I do move away to model if my girl and I are no longer together then not sure what will happen, if I will be able to keep him or not . He reminds me of this great book I am reading called : Puppy chow is better than Prozac ... |
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