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7/16/2008
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Struggling with difficult choices
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I have been away again, starting working out daily to get in great shape and that is why. I am hoping to lose my gut and to get in good shape once again so I am eating healthy and exercising . I am facing some difficulties though, am in this relationship with a woman I have been with for a year Tomorrow and whom I love and care for as we have been through so much together but I came out to her as Bi and she does not accept me, says I am wrong and this hurts me. For this reason and also I am tired of living in this 3rd world country and need therapy again and more support I am considering moving back to the states, but this is difficult for me because as someone who has been abandoned in past and has this fear I cannot imagine doing that to another and hurting them in that same way. I cannot imagine my life without her and my puppy who I also would have to give up but I need to take care of me, I do not know what choice to make but things are not easy for me here anymore and I need support and to be fully accepted and loved for who I am.. Will write more about this as I explore what to do as this will be a very hard choice to make , but she took the fan when she went to bed and I am too Hot to write anymore now.. More tomorrow .. |
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