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9/20/2008
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Been awhile since I posted
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This was originally a blog about my struggle with Borderline personality disorder and it still is but I am realizing that I struggle with me which is so much more than the diagnosis of BPD, I struggle with ME. I am Borderline yes, I also am Bipolar and a drug addict and alcoholic as well as sex and love addict but it all boils down to the fact that I have trouble with me and dealing with who I am and my place in this world. I have not posted in some time as I was moving around, using drugs again, and doing everything I could think of to fill that dark, empty hole inside my soul and I come back here more lost and confused than ever; at the height of my addictions and sad and lonely trying to find out what to do with who I have become. So, maybe blogging again can relieve some of the pain and suffering that I am feeling and going through right now, not sure but it is worth a try. So, I have wrote a bunch of stuff here that I plan to post and attempt to lighten the darkness of my soul that feels so dark and dirty like a dirty coffee pot that needs cleaning. I am not sure who I am or what I need and there are people who have their ' expert advice' but I am here exploring who I am and where I am at on this day of my journey. |
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