deirdre broke up with me..ive done the whole crying thing, and ive come to the point where im sick of crying...but my hearts mending slowly but surely...ill never forget her no matter how fucked up she is no matter how much shes hurt me, eventhough its like being stabbed when i see her in the hallways and shes looks away. i miss her, i miss her smell, her smile, her facial epressions, i miss how she called me baby i a goofy voice, i miss waking next to her...maybe theres a reason for this pain, maybe when i gwt through it alive il ne stronger...i went to a party in gleann na ri just cause sje lived right across the road for where it was...itll be ok , i know it will cause it has to be, theres a whole world out there and with it a whole allota amazing people. and some day when i travel ill carry memories of her cause no ones ever mad me feel so special, i felt like i could take on the world, like it was mine and hers...but itll take time ans in the mean time i just gotta go to college ans try and figure out how the hell to pass first  year..im not stressed but id like to stay here cause i like it here, its like a secondary school...time will tell...must go home and have some mash potatoes and chicken yummy, damn im such a goo cook, working the microwave is like abc to me...til i uodate (which will be soon)..

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4:33 PM - 10/4/2005 - post comment

you'll get over it.

yeah bro, its really damn painful. when someone rejected you and ignore you when you see her. damn. it hurts. where almost the same. but the difference is, im a girl and this guy rejected me for winning him back. a big blow to my pride huh? but it's ok. you have a whole lot of surprises and blessings coming up to you. just smile and pretend that nothing happens. pretend to her you're not affected. save those memories. we are all the same when we're hurt and rejected. but the thing is, we must know how to move on. no need for reasons to do, sometimes you just have to. good day!

someone who feels the same as you do. - 2:02 AM - 10/5/2005

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lol, eh yeah i too am a girl..but it doesnt matter what sex you are or be it a gay or straight couple its all the same...heartace is a part of life!!

dyke19 - 2:46 PM - 10/5/2005