truth and memories!

its funny...you think that all you want is the truth but thats not the case when its hurts to hear words that tear through your heart....but i guess its good to hav everything out in the open cause then it makes you closed to people and no matter how angry you get, they were honest with you so its like why am angry when they told the truth!!!

pat wouldve been 22 tomarrow...i dont wana dwell on the past and stuff, but i do cause its the only day hell be remembered...in prayers and conversation and laughter!!tomarrow i will remember him, and how he made everyone laughed, how he had a heart of gold!! who wouldve thought id ever be sitting here writing bout you, and wishing things were the same again!! life, its a rollercoasted, but all you can do is hang on for the ride and see where it brings you, and see whos left in the end!!

4:53 PM - 12/12/2005 - post comment

Hi ya

Chin up baby girl!!! I just hit the 5 year aniversary of my dad being gone and the only thing that made it barable was remembering the good and honering what he loved!! Email me if you need to vent, even if you're blasted! You know I'll listen!



XOXO

Scarlet

MyImmortalLust - 1:15 AM - 12/13/2005