I feel like I ought to explain/appoligise to some people due to a can of worms that have been open!

Well here it goes, maura: the bebo thing was a joke and im sorry if I offended you! I didn’t realise it was such a sensitive subject for you, for me its not such a big deal"¦.. But we always thought differently I think this is why we were never really together. You are an incredibly strong person and all the time we hung out during the school year, I always went out about me and you never once turned me away. You started dating and had less time for me and because of this I took things I said/did to you less seriously. I didn’t do this out of spite, I just felt less important to you. Remember the night we took a drive out to galway aerport? For some reason it’s the time that stook out mostly in my mind. I was having panic attacks and we just drove at nite, nothing but city lights. I felt so at peace with you that night. I remember you came back after Christmas break, you sat in my room and told me you were dating someone else. It did hurt just a little as I was just about to ask you to be my girlfriend"¦.but I saw you trying to hide your smile and happiness from me but you looked so happy and I saw she was the right girl for you. Maybe well never speak again but I wish you and yours all the happiness in the world. I did some stupid stuff but I feel I own it to you to dedicate this entry to you. You are the most amazing person I was with (or not really with to be politically correct). You’re not the person I cared most about but the most amazing, saying this I wonder sometimes that I if I did care more bout you that I mite be a better person but you often said to me to fallow your heart, and that is what I did.

Good luck in your travels.

Neddy: Im sorry for this last weekend. There is nothing else I can say. Its up to you if you want to be friends, for the record you are the only person I know who is sound and sane from "the rowing club" (you know what this means, as you invented it!) and I am not saying thing to just suck up to you. I mean do you see me hanging out with any other chicks?! Trust me, if I didn’t like you, you’ve known by now. Your fun to hang out with and you are an extremely loyal friend as you shown me when by the way you’ve talked of your good friends. Well that is all ive to say to you and theres my bit said. you’ve my number, its in your hands.

Peace our!