3/18/2007 - Melancholy
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Yesterday night I retire to bed earlier than usual, while in the midst of deep thoughts my niece woke me up and tell that our friends are outside waiting for me. So, I get up from my bed and went outside the room found them there with some foods. We went outside our Villa and we have a little snack in the middle of the night.
When in the midst of a having great time with some friends I feel a sudden sting of pain in my heart, something that it reminds me that this is something that I'm going to miss when my niece go back to the Philippines. Yes, my niece the one who's with me here in Dubai is going back in the Philippines in a week or so. I am going to miss our daily gimmicks every night.
She's my only best bud here in Dubai now she's going to left me here alone, our night-out-walk just to have a cup of chai in Emarat Gas station in which we need to walk by for 15mins; our food tripping and eating in cafeteria in the middle of the night; our Sunday’s church; our chit chat about anything and everything under sun; our laughs and crying moments together when we both are in bad times.
She's always my defender. She's some kind of a tough gal, always ready to fight for what is right. Never allow anyone to put us down. Now, my defender is leaving me, alone here in the middle of nowhere. Aghhhh! So painful!
Those are things are that I'm going to miss most, especially my niece, her presence. I almost cry at that night feeling left alone by my niece here in a far country. What shall I ever do now? Sigh. Hoping that this time won’t come, but she has to be home in our homeland (Philippines). I guess it’s the time for her to see all our relatives, my mom, her friends, her former officemates, her home.
Gosh! Moments’ slip away just like that now I'm going to face it bravely all alone. Yes, alone. Thinking I'm going to miss our precious moments together, wow! The pain was so excruciating, Urgh!
But I wish her a more beautiful life ahead to face when she go back to the Philippines.
I will truly miss you, but I will always kept the memories alive to keep me going in this everyday life without you, as if you are here.
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3/21/2007 - Dear Sarah its me again
Posted by Heather You have two blogs so I'm not sure which one to reply so I am commenting on both lol. Fist I want to thank you for your visit to my site and your sweet compliments many people are up tight about my ideology. As for my High Heels I made them with photo impact pro animator or adobe, a few were made for me goddddd its like I have the "shoe gene" as mom would say. I love High Heels and sort of use them as my identity sort of because they define femininity, glamor and power and they look great. I am going to add you to my journal home friends list and you can add me as well, I added your yahoo addy to my messenger but lol you never login. Anyway i'd love for us to chat if you like(((((((((((hugs)))))))))
Sincerely,
Heather
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3/18/2007 - Untitled Comment
Posted by Fightingfemale Glad your spirits have lifted! May you continue to have a sunny day no matter what the weather :)Permanent Link