It's my birthday too, yeah!

Well I had just finished a nice long 2 paragraphs when my window suddenly closed. Rats. I had some good thoughts in there. But, lost they are, so I will not rehash; the point is to expunge for productive catharsis, and I already have done so; even if its already evaporated from existence, the deed has been done.

And speaking of existence, what could be more complex? Yes, I do my fair share of presenting home spun treatises and discourses on the nature of freedom, existence, libertion, and the "human condition," the bottom line is that I have no right to complain about anything. It is incredible how amazingly lucky I am.

I cannot even begin to count how many incredible blessings I have; but I always try to give a go at tallying them up on my birthday just out of curiosity. So so so many unfortunates; almost makes me feel guilty for being AT the poverty line. It blows my mind that there are actually people out there with literally millions, even billions of dollars who choose not only to continue the pursuit of more wealth and power, but hoarde the enormous amounts of it they already have. If I had 100 million bucks I cant imagine needing more than a big ass 20 million bucks in a high-interest bearing account, and throw the rest in as many charities thas  Count!

Not sure why my mind wondered on that tangent, but I am so incredibly sleepy, I must quit writing in the journal and focus on staying awake before I lose my job!