do you know what i am pondering about as of now?!

complete idiosyncracy ((if there is such word))

i cannot figure out why i am so bummed studying if i am acknowledged that we will be having those freaking exams by monday. i still have not finished reviewing for social studies and i have to discuss physics with my mum since not one detail have i contained from our lessons with our teacher who doesn't know anything but to write thingies on the board. font size=1 XD. meanwhile, i do think i am filling up more of my stomach than to my brain. honestly, i ate 7 packs of peanuts or nuts...whatever the variety was. plus uhmmm...two doy-packed juices and a bar of snickers just to add to the pound.

anyway, i think my bestfriend's angry at me. WAAAAHH!!! and if she really is, then it would be our first fight. though she kept on telling me that she wasn't mad, i can really feel and hear it((we were talking on the phone that night)). why did i have to tell her everything!? why did i even have to bring everything all up!? why did SHE ((can't mention her naaaaame!)) have to bring it all up!? and if so, then their section and ours will be having a cold war. look, if a fight inside our section was bad, a fight between 2 sections must be worse! i really dunno what to do! look, i just told best the truth behind all the acts this person is demonstrating to her, but damn, it added fuel to the fire!! and now, if the war really did happen, then the blame's on me! if i really didn't tell my gang about this someone's perspective on her, then everything would end up nice! and now, look, i would be the one to blame. my bestfriend's mad at me for mentioning her name, thus giving her in with the difficult situation and the whole section would be mad at me for spilling the beans at them. the forum was supposed to be a secret, but i told my bestfriend about it as her bestfriend, not as a person from the other section. honestly, i wanted to cry on the phone, but i can't! now the whole situation is in the hands of my bestfriend...either she will tell her classmates about it and start a war, or she will keep it tuh herself! oh god, help me!

the bigger deal is, i really do not want my bestfriend to be mad at me...it's okay for the whole section to be throwing tomatoes at me, just not my bestfriend! waaaaahh!!! i dun want her to be mad, not only am i afraid of her, but what will become of our friendship! after that, i think she calmed down...but still...this must be a big probbie. i know.