hi...this font for today is trebuchet, and dun ask...i dun know what manipulated me choose it. *sigh* i don't know what to talk about anymore. Everything just feels so empty. I have no more time to reflect upon things if i am being loaded with tons of assignments, projects and things to do...things we are recquired to do. I do not know if how teachers treat us is still legal to the humanities code! Everything so much sucks. I feel so tired, i feel so sloppy...i always feel so drowsy every second that passes by! i do not know what i have to do. i want to relax, but fate did not permit me to do so! I do not think that there will come a time that i will be lying inside the house, contemplating about stuff and will be free of insecurities, worries, problems, none, whatsoever. I do not know if i am still in the right mind, honestly. I do not know if i am still doing the right thing or not...i do not know if everything is still normal...i do not know anything at all! Everything i know is now draining down to heck-knows-where! i can't take all these pressures...all this problems...they're all weighing down on my back and i can't do anything to remove it away from there! aaaahh...too many circles...too many circles...man...i can't take it all at the same time! God, help me! everything is wrong....i am wrong...i have never been right..and i will never be...

aaaah....i am completely insane and i can feel it myself...