Let's call it quits...

fine, sure, maybe... maybe he have mistreated me in the standards of calling me his bestfriend, and i have condemned, despised, hated the guy for it...but what!? right now, i feel like i was wrong in the first place. I wanted to BOW in front of him and beg for his forgiveness. I do not know if the world really did go upside-down, but never have i came to a thought that i would be the one to ask for forgiveness. I am sometimes dominant, i admit... but! ARGH! i'm itching to say sorry! damnit! what did i do anyway!? i did nothing, didn't i!? huh!? huh!? arrrr...so why's my conscience bothering me!?

we have been texting this night about pathetic stuff, and i swear my heart was skipping every beat when i see his name in my inbox. I personally do not know why i do. it was just a name, what's the big deal!? there was nothing too unusual or unexpected about the conversation, so why's that!? i am happy already, that's that. I am already happy with what i've got! besides, i'm just a junior highschool student. yeah, it maybe normal for peeps like me to think like this, and i admit that. it's just a phase, and i DO HOPE that i'll get through this without being insane in the end ((wait...i am already insane)) *sigh* i want to swim. XD

anyway...i asked him...again... "are we still best friends!?" uu naman. and then i asked him again..."why aren't we talking to each other in school!?" Kasi may mga kabarkada tayo at minsan maxado na tayong close sa kanila... and then i asked him again ((talk about annoying)) "so, you're angry?!" ndeh noh, nd ako nagagalit.

and there were lame stuffs we wasted our energy about...but i was happy. i was extremely happy, and ask God why. i hope He answers...^__^

HEhe! Eh yaan mu na... akala ko kase eh... pero impeyrnes, mabaet ka talaga, dong!

kaw rin...geh, tulog na ako, tc, gbu, ingats lagi!

i am stupid, he is stupid.