We all had a blast with the christmas party held both on our school and at mama pwi's house. i say this must be the best party i have ever attended in my whole three years breathing in high school...XD. now all we need is a bit flair of decorations, then that must be the coolest party, that i say...bwahaha...hugged him twice this day and my stomach can't help but sink...arrr...XD. it was damned tight.

((this goes for everyone, 'cept pao, tsongz and ella...))

anyway...YOU. yeah, YOU.

the day stupidity hit my head, yeah, i did post this site for your pleasure of reading because i wanted people to understand why i was acting this friggin' stupid these days. turns out it spreaded like a mad disease tempting to wipe out the whole human population. not that i do not feel comfortable with you guys about my problems...it's just that...i feel like you've been feasting on my life as if it was some kind of exotic food your friggin' mouths have been craving about. you've been opening my life like a huge closet then you throw each of the pieces away to spread. i don't know...but i really thought you would take me seriously and understand me.yeah, i am stubborn, i admit... i want everybody to understand who i am and why i was acting like this or that. I demanded much of too much, that i say. but...wouldn't it feel bad if you feel like your life had been stormed on like a talk show!? all i need is a host to complete it!i hate this. i mean, i really thought you would take me seriously, but you were laughing at it. you were actually laughing at me! i was so stupid to even dare writing on that cursed board. i do not know what to do. i want to change my address, but i can't. i just wanna say that this blog is what i consider "privacy". i wear my heart on my sleeve. so as long as you ask, i'll tell. next entries shall be optioned as "friends only". you cannot read it unless you are my friend. i will post entries as "everybody" if it concerns topic. i am not mad because i do not have the right. but i 'ope you understand my situation as someone who still is not ready to shout who she really is. i am sorry if ever you are offended. i really am sorry, and i admit it.