okay. i swear, if this computer miraculously obtains an ass, i'll kick it.

i got disconnected, so here goes my entry..again...

o--kay, so i just realized that having a dream like that is so much stupid...i mean, if somehow, the sun puked and it turned to a moon and the moon swallowed the sun and became the sun and dong had the same feelings for me as what i have, then what is highschool for..? If that would happen, and then we became a.."we",

IT IS SO MUCH LIKE BOOORING.

*yawns* really...i still have a year and a half for highschool, and if i would just turn my attention into one person...where the hell are my efforts going to be wasted to! GEE! i spent half my life and memory in highschool, and i had the most wonderful friends, and heck...i'd have a boyfriend!? NO SIREE! i don't want to speak things like these, but hell, who knows..? I don't know if somehow, my mind would turn lose and have one, i am deeply sorry if i typed this entry. but just in case time would come and i'd have a boyfriend this highschool, then i'd get a view of this entry, i'll say this to myself..."XEREZ, ANG TANGA TANGA MO!"...i wish my perspective wouldn't be taking a u-turn...anyway, lovelives experienced in highschool...duh...tell me, is worth remembering if all you experienced were all good and wonderful..?

HECK NO!!!

geez! I don't know, but if i would choose, i'd want to have a relationship in COLLEGE...oh man, oh man! hotties walking down every centimeter of the block! ACK! universities! GAD!Highschool boys are made up of pimples, and i wouldn't want that. Of course, my face seems to be sprinkled with zits, why would i want to be with another human being with them too..!? NU~! Anyway, highschool is so much like the stage where we think that we were hurt, and then when we would be old and gray and then we managed to dig our memory holes about highschool, we'd just laugh about it. How foolish were we!? But of course, highschool builds half of our individualities...but so does college! fine, fine, i'll shut up.

i love being highschool, aside from the fact that i have the most wonderful and coolest friends and bestfriend on earth, but of course, the memories! yeah, the memories! but of course, i wouldn't want it to be so boring! i want spices, yea, spices! like, when i would scan my memoirs, i would say.."Oh my, how I cried back then..." YEAH! all the crying, all the hurts! oh man! highschool is one of the stuff that builds bagged eyes, not only because of studying, but also of crying! i just love it! i mean, if all were going too smoothly, it'd be soooo much LAME! if my highschool lovelife would be so much like fun and sweet...ACK! i hate it! i love being hurt! yea! with all the crying, kicking, wailing...! SHEESH! i wouldn't be complete without it...

I so not am considering getting hurt a joke. HEck, it really does hurt. but i know i'll bear with it. i am the creature you call, "Xerez" ((or best, or tsewet, or bespren, or lola, or luka, or nene)). FEAR MEEEEE! ((@__@)) But really, i still have half my highschool, fine, make it a fourth or whatever((i suck at fractions)) to live, and i don't plan on diverting my whole self and my could-be adventurous life for just one sucky person...! I don't want to make a word and speak as if there is no possibility that i could have a "sucky" person with me, but i'll speak my mind as of now. So, i won't finish my dream lovelife. besides, there is no ending either..XD.

have a hurtful life, Xerez. I'll pray for that.

nuts...totally.