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Emotions and Recollections Going Haywire

1/30/2006 - GOODBYE!
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YEAH! goodbye!

 

that's all you ever wanted me to say, anyway, huh!?

 

you think it's so easy!?

 

huh!?

 

how these words attach to your mouth then unknowingly it gets to you that this person might not be around anymore!

 

GOODBYE!

 

first, it was my grandmother, then my classmate's sister, my teacher's best friend, my uncle...

 

SHIT! HE DIED today!

 

Is it so easy taking people away, huh, GOD!?

 

Why do you want them so badly anyway...

 

when all along, we badly need them more!

 

can't you just see that!

 

why...and why does it have to be so sudden!?

 

TELL ME!

 

I PRAYED TO YOU, DIDN'T I!?

 

DIDN'T YOU HEAR ME!?

 

I DIDN'T GIVE ANY SHIT TO MY STOMACHACHE,

 

BECAUSE HE NEEDS MY PRAYERS MORE!

 

DIDN'T YOU AT LEAST GAVE A DAMN TO MY WORDS, GOD?!

 

WHAT DID I DO WRONG!?

 

AND IF IT'S ME...

 

WHY DIDN'T YOU JUST KILL ME!?!

 

I ACCEPT DEATH THE WAY IT IS..

 

THE THING THAT I CAN'T GET IS THAT WHY DOES IT HAFTA BE THE PEOPLE SO CLOSE TO ME!

 

TO MY HEART EVEN!

 

GEEZ! IT'S TOO BIG FOR ME TO SWALLOW, GOD!!!

 

WHY!?!

 

BECAUSE...BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW!

 

I NEVER KNEW!

 

WHERE ARE YOU, GOD?!

 

IT'S ME!

 

can't you see me!?

 

can't you?!

 

GOD!

 

YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

 

I AM WILLING TO KNOW MORE ABOUT YOU!

 

I TRY TO AT LEAST PUT ASIDE MY PAST AND SEE YOU...!

 

BUT WHY DO YOU MAKE IT SO FRIGGIN' HARD TO DO!!!?

 

WHY!!?

 

ANSWER ME, AT LEAST!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

DON'T LEAVE ME HERE CRYING...ALL ALONE. WITH NOTHING BUT A HAND TO HOLD ON...

 

PLEASE...DON'T LET THAT HAND GET AWAY FROM ME...

 


 

SAVE MY FAMILY.

 

SAVE MY FRIENDS.

 

KILL ME IF YOU WANT TO.

 

JUST SAVE ALL OF THEM.


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