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3/11/2006 - grinning is an evil thing.

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Grinning is such a very annoying thing.

It sticks to you like a stupid sap or something, that's why I completely hate the thought that I've been doing that the whole day through!

He made up with me yesterday...and..and...gad...i just can't help grinning! CRAP! He's terribly, terribly bad! He's gotten worse, by the way! Here goes...

She told me he was goin' to talk to me the day after because he hadn't time that afternoon because of the consecutive practices he's been having. I just told her not to hope because there is just about 99.9% that he won't be able to take the plan into action, if you do know what i mean, that is. So there, I attended late the next day, only to find him walking down the street with a couple of classmates to fetch Karlo. She asked me if he already talked to me and i said no. Frowning, she told me that he'll come around. I told her that he won't.

The day passed and all that, and the clock stroke four that afternoon. I planned on going with Mae to RCMN, so I waited for her while she was watching their play, which he is a part of. Phoebe finally announced that their practice was over, and i just had to accept my assumption that he doesn't have a final word. i then held on tuh my bag when i felt something terribly warm on my back, only to find his arm on it and puppy-dog eyes on mine. Uneasily, he told me, "Xerez, sorry."

And then i just stopped and thought that goin' tuh heaven must feel like this.

It was as if butterflies dominated my stomach and honey bees plastered my big mouth and i can't think of anything suitable to tell him as a reply.

"AAAAH!"

Oh great.

A friend saw us and she was grinning like hell. "Kinikilig ako!" she exclaimed.

I raised a brow at her. Gee.

Thinking of just feeling laid back as I really am, I slapped his back and ranted like heck, "..bakit ngayon mo lang ako kinausap ha? walanjo!","Eh kasi nagpaparinig ka sa text na galit ka...","ibigsabihin non, kausapin mo na ako, wala!","a baga!","galit ka sa akin?","hindi no..."

And i just can't help myself from throwing my arms at him...yea, it completely feels like crap. So, yea, i felt like it was eons when i wasn't peeping a word at him, so i terribly miss him for that...that...that...that I hugged the stupid guy again. And he hugged me, too. Ayii.. I really feel so stupid.

But if feeling stupid feels like this happy, sure...I wouldn't even think twice about it.

Wahahaha! Ang bespren ko ay matangkad na bata!
Lang inisip kundi maglaro, tawag sa sarili ay tamad ako!
Makulit at nakakairita, manhid at laging nagtataka!
Hindi nagagalit sabi niya, kalmado siya at mabait pa!
Magaling siya sa matematika, at matalinong talaga!
Minahal ko siya sa kung sino siya, dahil nga naman kaibigan kita!
Sana ganoon din ang naiisip mo, at sana bespren mo din ako!
Alam mong mainitin ang ulo ko, kaya patawad kung ganon ako!
Mahal ko ang bespren ko, at lagi akong naririto para sa iyo!

*Bows*

Thank you, thank you.

^___________^

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